let me see your jazz hands.

a group of mothers and there sons came into school yesterday. 

there sons were 3-4 and the cutest little kids i've ever seen, one even looked just like river to me. 

but they were born with only half a heart, and only a few of the children with this condition live to see there 20's. after hearing each of there stories about finding out and all the struggles they've had i LOST it. 

i cried and cried and cried....i couldn't stop....i even went home early to calm down. 

its situations like this that i know god and the universe sent them to me so i could hear there stories and give me the motivation to CHANGE, the things that need to be changed. 

and realize exactly where i stand and what I'm doing wrong.

yesterday was gods way of sending me a wake up call, to appreciate my little healthy child and spend every moment i can to make her happy and a grow to be the best little person she can be.

its also his way of saying that i need to stop abusing my health with coffee and energy drinks. I HAVE THE CHOICE AND THE CHANCE TO BE HEALTHY AND LIVE A LONG LIFE.

those little boys don't :( so i will no longer take the wonderful life i have for granted.

from this day forward i will be the healthiest person i can be, because I'm a very fortunate person.