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I've been thinking about all the things that shape a person, everything, every person and every place changes you. everyone is a wannabe in some way or another because the truth is....NOTHING is original, its all inspired by something else.

(people can deny this all they want but its the truth and its perfectly fine :D)

i've been thinking of all my influences and wanted to write them down. things that have stuck with me for years and years.

• Jennifer Aniston. I remember wanting to be just like her since the 3rd grade (when i straight out asked the hair dresser for the "Rachel" haircut) i even tried to dress like her the last three years of elementary. Her hair, her face, and her body inspire me to WANT to look that way. she is probably the most beautiful woman I've ever seen.

 

• Hayley Williams. singer of paramore. my second favorite band. She is my fashion icon. ever since i saw her in the 12th grade I've been drueling and envying her style. everything about her style SCREAMS my taste. 

• My Chemical Romance. basically listening to them through high school was like having a soundtrack to my thoughts. every story I've ever thought of, or image in my mind was explained or inspired by them. From my love of cowboys, gunfights, to the romantic idea of dying in a storm of bullets. it told so much about me.

• My cousin Anthony, (his name is the tattoo on my wrist) he was my hero, he introduced me to EVERYTHING that made me who i am today. he was the person to show me Blink 182 in the 5th grade. He made me LOVE video games by introducing me to my favorite game Zelda: ocarina of time. He got me into skateboarding and snowboarding, Yoyo's and magic cards. he was the closest thing to a brother I've ever had. when he died, was the worst feeling I've ever felt. 

• Eyes Wide Shut by Bless the Fall. after a very big depressing breakup of my high school sweetheart, this song inspired me to find a boy who actually felt this way about me. It was my reason to be so picky about boys and my feelings. its the reason i have the type of husband i do now.

if you want to hear it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6fdx4FVz6gU
(super crappy movie i know, but its the best one i could find)

• Superstar. This is my all time favorite movie. it changed my personality forever the first time i saw it. if you ever get or gotten to see me when i'm comfortable around the people i'm with, this movie explains why i'm so obnoxious, hyper, crude and perverted. superstar is my sense of humor in a nutshell. 

• probably the most obvious. Supernatural. its my favorite thing in the whole world. if you have ever came to my house this is what i was probably watching. its ALWAYS on. its not just because it has my dream man Jared Padalecki (another reason i was so attracted to Blake, he looks so much like Jared Padalecki to me) but also, because its FILLED with paranormal story's and demonology. (that is what i wish i could major in: paranormal studies) It is also the life i seriously wish i could live. 

     There is probably a thousand more then this, but these are the ones that stick out the most in my mind and are the most important to who i am today.

(this is probably a long winded blog but i love knowing all the things that go into a person :) )